Tuesday 22 March 1994

After school I went round to Gran's to help her finish packing up Gramp's personal things. In the bottom drawer of his desk she found a brown paper package with FOR KIM written on it in ink.

I can't bear to open it yet.

So tonight I was still thinking about Gramp, about where he was. Is.

I suddenly felt very depressed and wrote an email to Susan asking her what she thought and pressed SEND and immediately regretted it.

Exposing myself like that.